e n d g a m e

the end is in the beginning and yet you go on

Saturday, December 30, 2006

the year that was 2006

it was probably a safe year for me...
i made myself useful in the theatre industry, still are...
i made a lot of new intelligent friends / acquaintance whom i learn a lot from...
i did stuffs that make me a fool but i learnt from it...
i am what i am, still am what i am, i am happy with what i am...

oh well,
i also did some stupid things that for the life of me, i didn't expect i did.
i fell in love, i had a crush, i break my own heart, i broke other people's heart....

u know, a great fantasy is the possibility that it might happen.
when you lose that possibility, it is kinda sucks !

life's good, life sucks !

the end is in the beginning and yet you go on........................

C'EST LA VIE..

happy new year 2007 !

spark it : groove it : cool it : love it : live it

CHEERS !

Thursday, December 21, 2006

my adorable nieces and nephew



asyka, amar & lysha,
i am gonna be the cool aunty.. their mom can be the garang ones so they can come mengadu to me.. he he he.. sorry sis & bro.. not that you both are not cool parents but i'll make them make me the coolest aunt on earth !!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

my daughters

leo trying to get hazel's tail
leo, wrestling with rufus

leo
leo


rufus
hazel
rufus
hazel



i got 3 daughters.. 1 pair of twins (now 1yr 1mth) and another one is about 2mths old..
the twins are mix persian and burmese and the younger one is a local breed..

their names - hazel, rufus and leo..

my darling bought hazel & rufus for me a year ago.. we went to this pet shop near my house without any intention to adopt any feline, just wanted to see around.. when my darling passes the cage, rufus tap on our shoulder.. still i didnt pay much attention coz i was eyeing the one in the cage below them.. when i stood up, i saw their faces.. godness me ! they are so adorable.. asked the price (very cheap, by the way) and half-heartedly agreed to adopt them..

i.e.- it was difficult to convince myself to get the kittens coz i took one (his name was putra, i took him from villa putra) early last year and he bites and scratch a lot.. everytime i come back, tired, got scratch and i became temperamental.. gave up with putra, decided to send him back to villa putra and the last i heard about him was he's lost.. felt very guilty but i didnt wanna torture myself and risk abusing putra..

however since hazel and rufus was adorable, i cannot resist.. took 2 days to choose their name, even looked up in the net for feline names.. i decided one should have the initial 'h' following my name and another with the inital 'r' following my darling's name.. cari punya cari punya cari - i decided of 'hazel' and 'rufus'..

hazel is very queen-y.. grooming herself all the time and walk very gracefully.. rufus is a bit agressive but very caring.. both of them love each other so much.. once rufus fell down from the balcony of my apartment (i stay on the 4th floor) and hazel scream none stop at my ear til trying to tell me what happen to rufus.. not speaking feline language, i slept back until i realize hazel is screaming alone, no rufus.. i dashed out of the house, run down and found rufus trying to hide under my 1st floor neighbour's shoe rack.. i can only see her fat bum which was so adorable.. after that both of them had to hear me scream scolding them about being suicidal !

hazel is afraid of people except of my darling.. whenever i have guests coming over she's stay in my closet until they leave.. if they are lucky (or if she knows that any particular guest are very very nice (to me) then only she'll come out, that only till almost when they are leaving..

opposite from rufus, she's very friendly.. she wants to be complemented on how adorable she is without menjatuhkan maruah diri sendiri.. she knows how to hold her pride, just like me ! only once she menggatal with an astro service man, i was so embarass !

i found leo in setapak, where i always lepak with close friends.. when i arrive, a friend, yan, showed me a kitten, just got hit my a car and nose were bleeding.. luckily no external injuries.. the kitten was so tiny(i think she was 3wks old) and so lost.. i rushed her to the animal medical centre at 1am.. she got admitted coz the doctor need to observe her to see if she has any internal injuries..

i took her back the next day and nursed it til it got better.. gave the name 'leo' from my star.. now she is very hyperactive, always bullying me and her two sisters but i can feel her gratefulness to me.. but kesian, sometimes she miss her mom so much that she starts sucking my ears hoping to get mom's milk.. since i brought her home, not a single day that she didnt sleep with me..

hazel and rufus are very adaptable (also like me) and accepted leo with open claws..

oooo, i love them so much !!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

broken bridges ipoh pix



room 513, heritage hotel a.k.a. da-casino-al-bar


intermission a.k.a smoking session

my crew getting crazy





opening night party @ indulgence




broken bridges set in ipoh.. half the construction size if to compare to broken bridges set in klpac... but nicer as it has the platform levels...


still awaiting some more pictures from my dearest casts...



p/s : i watched "dejavu" starring denzel washington, today.. AWESOME !!!!

Monday, December 11, 2006

wayang marathon

not really marathon la but one per day for 4 days..

first i watched "cinta".. actually was contemplating whether to watch red kebaya first or cinta first.. my darling was keen on cinta but i was keen on red kebaya.. but being so much in love with me, my darling listens to me.. queue punya queue, we missed red kebaya showtime by 30mins so, my darling won ! cheh.. not fair.. and we watched cinta.. not realizing why ramai sangat orang.. rupanya cinta's first day in cinema.. best gila lah that story..
5 love stories, very simple but define love accurately and realistically.. i love the story, love all the casts, love the way love started and ended..

secondly we watched red kebaya.. went in the cinema with initial thot to just support my friend, samantha schubert (she and her husband produced the movie). went out the cinema feeling very hopeful for malaysian movies.. good storytelling and makes you think the importance of the unimportant (betul ke ayat nih ?) anyway, guess you know what i meant..

thirdly we watched cicakman.. don't get me wrong, i very well know this movie is a low rated slapstick movie but i wanted to see the animation as well as to support the local movies.. biarlah orang melayu kaya sikit lagi.. well, like i predicted, story wise - sigh... animation aspect - at the rate we are going, given times, this movie proved that we can go parallel with the international standard..

fourthly we watched nana tanjung.. memang kelakar habis.. storyline also not bad la.. it has an intro, body of story and quite a nice ending.. i laughed more than any other malay movie i've watched all this years.. it nice to see the choices of casts who can act without acting..

am suppose to go watch casino royale with some friends coz my darling don't like james bond.. but since those friends are busy getting confuse and still figuring out what are they doing in this world, i've asked my darling to go watched with me.. despite the hate towards james bond, i got - "anything for you, dear"... ha ha ha ! i win, again ! gonna have to find time, like ponteng work again to go watch more movies..

cheers...

Monday, December 04, 2006

broken bridges in ipoh

so many things happened during the 'broken bridges' tour to ipoh.. let me see if i can remember all..

nov 21 - first batch of the production team left for ipoh (jia-wei, maria, paul, tora, yo, sandee & hanif) they started with the bump-in of set and light.. early in the morning, a 40-footer trailer came to transport all the parts of set and lights and big props to ipoh.. one hell of an experience ! it gave me a goose bump to see and to think tht i'd be one of the most important person in the production.. i was telling mike (the sound engineer) that it was an honour for me to be involved in a klpac's outside production after only 8 months working with klpac..
meanwhile in kl, we still have one last day of rehearsal and for the very first time we have attendance of full cast and it was really a good run play.. after the rehearsal, we had a small kenduri with joe's famous chicken soup (thx nicole for asking him to cook).. then rasul (my assistant) and i started packing the costumes and hand props to be dumped in my car..

nov 22 - second batch of the production team left for ipoh (joe, faridah, pui see, mike, wah, rasul & me).. i left my house at 7am and reach tmn budaya ipoh at 8.20am.. fast huh ??! well at least i trust the way rasul drive so i really didnt mind when he speed at 150km/hr.. hmmm.. i won't mind until if i get the speed trap summon babe !
anyway, reach tmn budaya, checked out the place.. i dunno if i should be doing this in a blog who will be read by the public but tmn budaya ipoh sucks man ! place is not well maintained, personnel are not helpful, dirty and unorganized.. gotta make do with whatever we had right.. rasul and i tidy up the place, organized all our props and costumes, made space for the wardrobe asst, the casts and ourselves.. we cant do much with the set still building up so we went back to the hotel room to rest.. hmm, hotel was another case.. also not helpful, sombong and nasib baik my room are bareable enuf to stay in.. (mike and wah had to change room coz their initial roomwas full of fungus due to leakage)..
the rest of the day til midnite we continue our bumping in at tmn budaya..
back to room after hours - my room has turn out to be the casino and bar for the production team.. we hang around til about 4am.. sorry mate for not letting you all leave early, i talk a lot when am drunk.. this time rasul was lucky that he do not have to carry me up to the apartment when am drunk, he'd just let me sleep wherever i switched off, be it in the toilet !.. the suffering was felt most by mike who had to listen to my blabbering the whole nite long.. half of the suffering felt by wah, hanif, tora & yo who slowly walk out the room hoping i'd didnt see.. well, dude ! i saw but like i said, i talk a lot when am drunk so even if no one left in the room i'd probably still be talking !

nov 23 - the cast left for ipoh. i got up late coz was talking til 5am.. anyway, got up straight away went out for durian hunting.. can you believe it ? drove all over ipoh, even went up to kuala kangsar but couldnt find satu biji durian pun ! finally, i decided to buy durian belanda instead.. sama la tu kan.. same species.. better pun coz no annoying smells.. we started a tech run at 3pm, lastest for 4 hrs, rest a bit and started the full dress rehearsal pulak.. tiring day but energy was good.. anyway, in the afternoon, i was introduced to 7 acs ipoh students who will be the stagehands / foh for the show.. i dont wanna talk about them again for the next 3 days we were there coz they were actually not helping much.. like i told them, it probably was my fault coz i didnt brief them and i had no time to train them..
again, that night we party in my room.. but just for a while coz we all wanted to have a good rest for the opening night..

nov 24 - opening night. had a late call time coz it was friday and since the place is owned by govt, the place is closed from 12.45pm to 2.30pm, well, supposedly ! the personnel came to open the place at 3pm ! sigh... had another dress rehearsal run.. hectic.. opening night was full house ! crowd love it !
party time ! after show, cast party at indulgence, right across tmn budaya.. had good food, good wine, good picture taking, good laughs ! went back to my room and continue party.. this time it was mike's turn.. he became the storyteller til 6am.. he slept on my bed so i decided to continue hassling the rest (wah, sandee, hanif & rasul), not allowing them to sleep until we then went down to claim our free breakfast.. eating during breakfast made us sleepy.. went back to the room and mike still conquering my bed so had to share bed with my roommate until i woke up at about 10am and saw my empty bed, happily jump on the bed and slept til 2pm, i think...

nov 25 - call time was at 6pm so hanif, tora, yo, rasul and i decided to go out have lunch and buy more props.. show goes on as normal but today's crowd was a bit difficult.. not sure if they like it but as usual i always enjoyed the backstage drama more... after show went back to hotel to change and went out back.. we went out for char kuew tiow at dataran ipoh.. then we went to play snooker for a while and went back to the room and did our usual production party.. this time it was tora who became the storyteller... surrendered early coz tomorrow's call time is at 12noon..

nov 26 - closing night. i started packing whatever i can.. show as normal, also difficult crowd but again the backstage drama was overly melodramatic today.. a lot of complaint but as usual, my speciality is democratically diplomatic..
after show, packing time, bump-out.. we started at 5pm and finished at 9pm.. filled the lorry with everything.. it was a fun 4 hrs bump-out.. when the lorry left for kl, all of us (jia-wei, maria, paul, mike, wah, tora, yo, sandee, hanif, rasul & me) went for a production team dinner party.. thank you jia-wei for the dinner.. it was really good..
all the rest left for kl right after dinner, only left sandee, hanif, rasul and me who decided to go back the next day.. went back to hotel, watched manchester united vs chelsea (1-1) and i slept 10mins before full time.. it was a relieve that everything is done, i had a good sleep without liqour..

nov 27 - sandee left in the morning with jia-wei.. rasul, hanif and me checkout at 12 noon and started our journey back to kl.. singgah tapah for lunch and reach klpac at 3pm. then i realized that i've lost my ic, license and bankcard.. hmmm.. what a welcome back.. being an immigrant !

so that was the broken bridges tour from my point of story.. i am a storyteller not a book writer so there's more to this if you'll chat with me.. am sure all the casts have their side of the stories as well.. am gonna find time to organize a reunion if i can... first, have to declare myself back as a malaysian.. huh ! macam-macam ada...