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Thursday, August 23, 2007

FACEBOOKHOLICS / ANTI MYSPACE

today i was damn bored so start hacking into my friends (or so-called friends) myspaces. OMG !!! these malay people can be so damn corny ! how did i know these people, i wonder !

read these, every single hair i have on my body was standing straight up !!

"Tabahkanlah diriku..kerana aku hanyalah insan yg terlalu lemah utk mengharungi liku2 hidup yg kau berikan..."

"I'm hApPy wItH u My xxxx...oNly u!!"

"HaTi iNi TeLaH DiMiLiKi....."


and these are so wannabe !

"RIDING IS NOT A CRIME..BIKERS UNITE AND SPREAD THE WORDS"

"boulevard of broken fucking dream!"


oh man... when i told my darling about these, all he said was "STOP ! you are giving me goosebumps ! Idiot !"
hahahhahahahaahhahhahahhahhahhahahhahhaha, loving is sharing, my love !

ok, ok, maybe am a bit bias since these malay friends are ignoring me but was it my fault tht i am busy working and trying my best to earn well so i can survive instead of some people took easy way by asking to borrow money from me ??
i work, they senang-senang only nak pinjam..
n then buat-buat lupa nak bayar..
if not mistaken from those 5 myspaces owner, accummulated around RM8k they have borrowed from me, and never had any intention or effort to pay back.. n then wanna ignore me when i dont have time to lepak with them anymore..
sick in the head and heart when i know they can spent and plan for a gathering, convoy to some beach, sit at mamak from 11pm - 3am every night.. BUT cannot pay my money back ! haiyo !

hmmm, am not the nice me anymore..

well, not my lost ! me easy - dont wanna pay, u answer me in hell..

am just so extremely thankful n greatful that i am doing much better than all of them in total. i got a house, a nice car (oh btw, i just bought a sweet birthday present for myself - a kia optima !), 3 wonderful n ever greatful cats, a nice life in theatre with more sensible thinking human being.. list can go on and on about my stress-free-zone life !

and now am addicted to facebook ! cool man ! it's really fun ! try it !
personally, facebook are more advance, safe, fun, knowledgable, infomative etc than that stupid, corny and only-for-desperado-and-nincompoops-who-tried-so-hard-to-be-cool-but-ended-up-being-a-fool myspace !

my mom mengucap panjang when i told her i wanna marry a non-malay...

hahahahahahahah, i just had to blow my opinion about malays...

cheers !

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Personality DNA test

am in the craziest moment of my life (well, tht sentence are too familiar but i already forgot what happened that made me say tht the last time..) right now, i can feel very sad and very happy at the same second or is it that i dont feel anything anymore ?..
so i need a bit of inspiration, need someone or something to tell me tht am good, am nice, am positive, am perfect !

I did a DNApersonality test.. let's see wht is in my system...





You are a Genuine Leader.
personalDNA
about you
You are a Leader

Your solid grounding in the practicalities of life, along with your self-assuredness and your willingness to appreciate new things make you a LEADER.

You're in touch with what is going on around you and adept at remaining down-to-earth and logical.

Although you're detail-oriented, this doesn't mean that you lose the big picture.

You tend to find beauty in form and efficiency, as opposed to finding it in broad-based, abstract concepts.

Never one to pass on an adventure, you're consistently seeking and finding new things, even in your immediate surroundings.

Because of this eagerness to pursue new experiences, you've learned a lot; your attention to detail means that you gain a great deal from your adventures.

The intellectual curiosity that drives you leads you to seek out causes of and reasons behind things.

Your confidence gives you the potential to take your general awareness and channel it into leadership.

You're not set on one way of doing things, and you often have the skills and persistence to find innovative ways of facing challenges.

You are well-attuned to your talents, and can deal with most problems that you face.

Your independent streak allows you to make decisions efficiently and to trust your instincts

The control you feel over your life is empowering to you-- you believe in your abilities and acknowledge your shortcomings. Explanations of the world that focus on destiny or fate don't really interest you. You take responsibility for what goes wrong in your life, and also for what goes well.


If you want to be different:

There's more to life than the practical - take some time to daydream and explore the aesthetic sides of things.


how you relate to others
You are Genuine

Your outgoing personality, your preference for order, and your cautious appreciation of others makes you GENUINE.

You aren't afraid to occasionally be the center of attention. You are comfortable and confident in social situations.

As a charismatic kind of person, you tend to be energized by other people and enjoy their company.

When other people are upset, you are able to think about the situation rationally, without getting too caught up in their feelings.

At times you find it difficult to understand where other people are coming from, and wish they could just see things the way you do.

You are a strongly principled person who believes in right and wrong. This helps you make decisions easily when it comes to moral issues – you don't have to waste time hedging on important values.

In your experience, people tend to get what they deserve. Because of this, you work hard and try to follow your principles in your day-to-day life, knowing that you will be rewarded for your efforts.


If you want to be different:

You have many friends, but you only trust a few of these people when it really counts. Opening yourself up to more of your friends will help you create more strong and meaningful relationships.

Be cautious when judging someone—try harder to understand his or her perspective—and you will become a more intuitive person.



haiya.. how come i need a website to tell me these.. i know maa... :)