let's do some serious thinking ! serious !

to achieve goals and ambitions
to overcome obstacles and attain a high standard
to increase self-regard by the succesful exercise of talent
to overcome opposition
to have control and influence over others
to defend myself
to defend my psychological space
to vindicate the ego
to receive attention
to be seen and heard
to excite, amaze, fascinate, shock, intrigue, amuse, entertain or entice others
to be free from social restrictions
to resist coercion and constriction
to be independent and act acoording to desire
to defy covention
to avoid pain
to avoid shame
to obliterate part humiliation by resumed action
to maintain self-respect
to repress fear
to overcome weakness
to belong
to be accepted
to draw close and enjoyably reciprocate with another
to converse in a friendly manner, to tell stories, exchange sentiments, ideas, secrets
to communicate, to converse
to laugh and make jokes
to win affection of desired other
to adhere and remain loyal to other
to enjoy sensuous experiences with cathected other
to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse or heal
to be fed, helped, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed or healed
to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with other, with an equal
to be forgiven
to be loved
to be free


am stage-managing a play titled 4.48 psychosis written by sarah kane, directed by gavin yap, cast line-up are susan lankester, samantha schubert & malik taufiq.

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we just started reading the play, gavin put in his creative ideas into the presentation of the line, amazingly harmony. but if you listen very carefully, it's not psycho at all. it's all fact and sadly true which we human being always take for granted..